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This church says ok...this church says eww

Yeah I go to a church that says eww. Well it seems that when I go to that church, I feel like I have a fuckin disease! I really don't feel accepted their. Like I go their and I just don't feel comfortable.

Then their are some of the things they say about homosexuals. How we should die and not exist. No Support. One of my best friends said that (no not you amber). He didn't know. I just am applaud someone can say something like that. What happened to the Christian thing to do?

Like really what if it was you sibling or parent that came out. How bad would you feel, or, would you still want them to go to hell? Hmm.

Fuck my life! I'm Gay!

Cool Kids Chew Ipod cords!!!!

Wait...when did I start to like guys?

So I can't even remember. Like when I was 7 I wanted to sleep in the same bed as my best friend, Nick, and not just sleep but like cuddle with him. Never was normal I guess. Then I always had girl friends. Then in like the 7th grade I started doing what boys do when they get bored. I don't think I new what gay was till about the 8th grade. (I went to a private school and that stuff was not discussed). That was my first year in public schools. Suddenly hormones started to rage. I noticed I liked these really hot guys!!!! So then I kept this a secret from the world till I was about 16 when I told my bestest friend Amber Scobie. She went to Soak City with me and I was on the lazy river when I told her. So we code named my gayness as "Lazy River" She was totally cool with it! It was hard but I was happy to tell her!!!!

So I think I was born gay. I mean I was raised in a Christian home and when I was younger played soccer and baseball. I don't think anything would have contributed to me being gay. I was born Gay.

These videos helped me with the church thing.

http://www.logoonline.com/shows/dyn/camp_out/series.jhtml


Next Time: Feelings about the church and the not accepting.

Get on the Double Dutch Bus!!!!!!

So yeah....it's fuckin rainy day!!!! There is "family time" today and much homework )-: So Friday was just Friday in Adrian. Danielle was gone so their wasn't much to do their but I had homework to do so I did that. Yeah...........Nothing much happened today....went out for Chinese!!!

Yep their getting married

So in May my Mom and Mark are getting married. He is moving in our house. So that means his girls will live in our house every other weekend. Yeah their ok, I mean Nicole uses one of our computers like 24/7 and Amy just seems to complain about everything my Mom does for her. I don't know how I feel about them being in m house....like spending the night. Jesus...they will probably will get into my shit.


Yeah so this is a short post I will write later tonight though.

Peace!!!

Adult Content....read if you wish

Yeah so I thought I would tell you about the guys I loved in the boarding school.

Kevin Trump-



He left the program May 2007. He came out to me and I came out to him. I loved him. I want to marry him someday (once he gets his life straight). I talk to him frequently. We never did anything, but we have had phone sex.

Our plans are:

He moves up to Michigan
We live together
Hopefully we get married
We want a kid....I know this might sound weird...but we want to raise our son to be gay. Hopefully we can.
We also want Jon Case to live with us....because he is hot.
We want to have an active sex life.


Silas Ames-



OMG...he was the best.
I loved being alone with him. I felt like I could talk to him about anything. We loved talking about hot guys! We also had sex a couple of times. We took showers together before our privileges...we called them "secret dates". I guess he was my first boyfriend. I liked to grab his nice ass! He eventually left and it was a sad day for me. We had a wonderful make-out session when we were taking showers....before he left.

Jon Case-



He was my closest friend at the boarding school. We were like brothers. He helped me through the hard times. I helped him. I eventually thought it was time to tell him I was gay. So one night I did. So then later that night after lights out he told me to come to the bathroom. He told me he was Bi and has had a couple of boyfriends before. Of course he was naked at the time and on the toilet....I kissed him on the cheek and hugged him. I said I was so glad! I kind of liked him before. So then I gave him oral sex. We only had a couple of encounters. We both left the program at the same time. I talked to him everyday. I also loved him. He told me that he has had sex with Kevin....since they lived so close. I was fine with that because I loved them both. So then it ended up Jon, Silas, and I were in the same shower group for about a month. Jon new Silas and I were gay so he didn't mind...us doing our thing in front of him. Sometimes he would assist.

Ethan Webber-



Well me and Ethan just had 2 encounters. Ethan was Bi. he came out to me before anyone else. We were on our 48 hour solo's and we had oral sex. I didn't have many feelings for him, I was just horny.
Adam Hernandez-



This guy sexually molested me, which confirmed my sexual identity. I didn't like being fucked by him but I got used to it and started to enjoy it.

Ian Nault-



OMG I would have liked to fuck him!!! He was so hot! He wasn't gay or anything and nothing every happened.

Austin Garcia-



Just for the record he was Bi. He was cute but I didn't have feelings towards him.

Jason Loran-



Yeah he was gay. But he said he was "cured". Personally I don't think your can cure yourself from homosexuality. God made you that way. Nothing every happened their.

Guys I would love to have sex with:

Lucas Grabeel


Kevin Richards is cute.



Ben Andre I think he's gay but he is hot!

So I'm new to this

So I'm new to this whole blogging thing so bare with me.

Yeah so I'm Alec Rummler. I'm 18. I go to Eastern Michigan University. My home is in Adrian, MI. I love Canada. July One Four would be my birthday. I have a Mom and a Sister and soon to be Step-Dad and 2 step Sisters.....

Uhhh...lets see....time for some dramatic news...

My dad was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in 2001 and he passed away in 2003, July 2nd to be exact, but they didn't pronounce him dead till July 3rd.

In 2004, June 4th to be exact.....I had 3 grand mal seizures. I was diagnosed with epilepsy in the E.R. Then soon to find out at U of M hospital....I had a brain tumor. I lived with the tumor for 2 years. In and out of the hospital....missing school....being home bound taught by the school district.

Finally we made the decision to have brain surgery, June 13, 2006. After the surgery I was only in the hospital for 3 days. Then I went home with a shit load of Vicoden.

Then in like lets see.....Jan 2007.....I was sent to a boarding school In Indiana. It was really structured. (www.nhym.org) I woke up every day at 6 am made my bed...it HAD to be perfect or I got bad points....then I had to fix my Personal Area (P.A.) We had chores everyday. We got punishments...mainly push-ups. I liked the boarding school, made some great friends. And it helped me alot with my anger problems and my low self esteem. Some bad things also happend their.

I was sexually molested. Yeah.....by guys. By the way I'm gay..... I didn't want to have sex with these guys but it kind of happened. I had my first boyfriend in the boarding school also....I loved him....I also loved another guy....Jon Case. Sometime I will go into details.....

So about the being gay thing.....
It's hard....I haven't come out to my family yet. They wouldn't care though.
The first person I told was Amber Marie Scobie! She's my best friend. I love her.....she has provided so much support for me!!! I have told everybody at the boarding school. Then I have told Aaustin and Bryan....that's about it. I am proud of who I am and am glad I have people that love me for who I am.

That's about it for now.....I should return tomorrow.